The Holistic Healing of a Breast Tumor
This is my own healing story and I want to share this with all of you, to show all of you, that healing is in our hands and only in our hands. I am regular updating this article on my website with new ideas and findings. Over the last months since this article was online I have got many e-mails from women with breast cancer. Most of them want to find an alternative healing, to the usual Chemotherapy or operation, but when the cancer is taking over, most of them have no other choice than to go for the hard knocking way of medical treatments, as there is no source of knowledge about alternative and more save healing of tumors and cancer. Healing of a cancer is a big challenge, but can be done by following a wide range of holistic treatments. I believe there is no way to cure cancer by only one medicine, remedy or treatment. Long term healing of any kind of sickness can only be successful if the source of it has been found and a healthy lifestyle takes place. I also learned there is much more to the cause of cancer than there is published. For example, I found a study, which has not been published yet, yes even stopped of being published, because it is anti-abortion. Why? The researcher found, that abortion is directly linked to breast cancer. The earlier the abortion in life, the high the chance of breast cancer. The more abortions in life, the higher the risk. Many of the women I replied to be astonished by those findings, almost all of them had an abortion including me. Those findings could save the life of thousands of young women in the future! Why is this not widly published?
My own story starts long ago with too many sweets as a child - my mother probably thought she is doing something really good for me in always having a cupboard full of sweets. The end of the story was that at the age of around 14 years my teeth were in such a bad stage that I got around 7 - 8 fillings in my teeth. As in those times usual, all fillings were Amalgam, with high levels of Mercury. There is more to my health story, but I want to focus on the one which had up to now the biggest impact on my overall health, which was a breast tumor. At a young age I got heavy headaches and "luckily" my sister in law worked for a dentist and asked me to come around. The dentist tested me with a special Volt-Meter and found that I had super high Voltage going on between my teeth with fillings. So he suggested getting them all out. I don't recall if he also told me that they are very toxic too and I also don't recall if they were safely removed by a biological dentist’s protocol, as it is highly recommended and really needed today when removing amalgam. I had 7-8 Amalgam fillings for around 7 years. They all were replaced with so called "plastic fillings". My headaches stayed. My health went down more and more. Some years after I had several root canal treatments, as the fillings started to break, but most of those teeth were removed over the years, because they started to hurt again. Luckily!
In 1997 I had problems with some of the plastic fillings, as they started to shrink. Dental work was very expensive and I was having in mind to get gold fillings as they last much longer. A friend offered me to get in touch with a Professor of Dental Medicine in one of the University clinics, that I would get all the treatment for free while the students could learned how the Professor worked on me.
The plan was to remove 2 fillings and get gold fillings in. During the process another tooth was in pain and the Professor decided to show his students how to do a root canal filling. Said - done. Three teeth well looked after for no cost at all. I thought...
My health went down more and more with very low energy and many infections. In 2002 I had another root canal filling done. By this time I had two root canal fillings. The same year I got pregnant with my daughter and it was one of the most difficult times of my life. Apart from all the other problems I had, I got a really bad toothache on one of the fixed teeth back in 1997. I had a big abscess which would leak out regular on the gums. But according to my condition I was not able to visit a dentist. This was also the first time I heard about the work of Dr. Price and his studies of root canals back in 1923.
Dr. Price found out that there is no way to sterile a tooth, rather than taking it out and boiling it for 4 hours. Further research proved him, that a long lists of sicknesses are related to root canal fillings and once the tooth with a root canal treatment is removed, almost instantly symptoms vanish. Healing sets in. Contraire to common believe, Dr. Price proved that a root canal tooth is not a dead tooth, more like a zombie in our gums. Dr. Price finding disappeared in a drawer of an ignorant administrator and root canal fillings are still performed until today - thousands of times each day. But it looks like some people are starting to wake up and found that Dr. Price was right. There have been several studies, movies and articles on the subject and more and more people seam to be aware of the root canal problem.
Once my daughter was born the abscess disappeared and I basically "forgot" all about the abscess and root canal knowledge of Dr. Price.
Through the years I found ways to detoxify and heal myself. My headaches almost vanished, my energy came back, I was much better than ever. In a way I thought all was on the way up, but still I could feel I was not 100%. But I could not name the problem. I started to help other people with great success, but I realized that there was a level I could not reach for myself. Most of my clients did much better than me!
In May 2008 I worked a lot, at the same time I had to look after my daughter and as well for our home. So no moment to rest - full on. Stress pure! Mid June I suddenly had a hole on my left breast. Yes a hole - out of nowhere. Not that there was a mole before, not anything else. It was there from one moment to the next, each time I went for a shower it would open and bleed with no end. Knowing enough about health, I knew it was something to do with cancer. After a week or two I managed with some remedies to close it, but a blister full of blood stayed. I was still too busy to focus more on myself. I hoped it would just go away the same way it came. How ignorant we sometimes can be for our own health and wellbeing...
I remember the day, as it was today. It was a Sunday at the beginning of August and I went with friends to the beach. I had my blister; we had a nice day with the kids. The next day the blister broke open and an alien-like thing started to grow out of the hole at a speed I could not believe. Within a week it was as big as a small grape. It looked horrible. I was in panic. I could not understand why and where this came from. I used multiple remedies. I used all my knowledge, but it was growing and growing, bleeding and bleeding. By end of August it was a bit more than 1 cm high and 1 cm in diameter. I learned that a special mixture of Bicarbonate Soda and other remedies I used would dry the tumor out from the outside. And it was a tumor. Even I never went to a doctor; I know a tumor when I see it. It was bleeding for long periods of time. Sometimes I would wake up in the morning and my breasts and bed was full of blood. I once had a session with a client and I suddenly felt wet on my belly. I looked down and my tank top was soaked with blood. But even surfing the internet I could not find any picture of what I had. It was not a Melanoma. But the thing was so strong and violent, it was clear I had to deal with it as a sort of cancer.
One of my clients was a Quantum Healer and she gave me a little treatment, but I did not feel any changes.
For some time I always had in mind, that I wanted to get a certain wonder remedy which was suddenly on the market. I took it home and started with it. I felt it was very strong and my energy went up, but I was very spaced out. I followed my own intuition by using it and used it to see how I felt, by not following the instructions. I was very tired each day. Could only do a part of my work and taking care of my daughter. There was no energy left to heal other people. Nor for fun either... I could not focus and do anything for a long period of time. Rest was the order of the day and in a way it still is.
There was one thing always clear to me: I will not go to any doctor and get any conventional treatment. I have seen and read too much about the normal treatments of cancer of any sort to believe in it anymore. I did not want to give away my powers to strong drugs and a knife that would do more harm than good. I visualized how I am going to heal the tumor and that one day it will just fall off. I believed very strongly that I can do it. I believed the only way for me to survive will be to find the reason and to heal it myself. I saw it as a sort of challenge for me as a healer. But it was though and it drove me to borderlines of my mind I have never been before. In a way it was an incredible journey. Comparing to other people I don't need a bungee jump, I got my share of Adrenalin for the next years....
End of August I was seeing a Balinese Prana Healer for 4 sessions, but it did not do any changes to the tumor even I could feel the healer was working with very strong energies. But it seamed like the vibration of the tumor needed something else. One night I dreamt I need to see 3 healers. The Prana healer was the second. Who would be the third?
Mid September I went with my daughter for a holiday to Malaysia. This is where the universe got me together with Dr. H. H. Chan. Dr. H. H. Chan works with electronic devices, most of them from Germany, which help him to diagnose the body's energy fields very accurate. I visited him for something else and he offered to check me. I think once he saw my tumor he felt pity for me. A vital test showed that my immune system was very active. Not surprising with all the immune system boosting stuff I took for the last 6 weeks. My intestine and kidneys had a bit a hard time - no surprise with the amount of detoxification and healing I had already started with. But it seamed the rest of my body was doing okay. But Dr. H. H. Chan saw something else - He told me there was a problem on my meridian from my hands to my head. He asked me for root canals. I thought, I had around 3 - 4. He said, this is where my problem comes from. It made a lot of sense to me; I agreed from the first moment, there was not doubt. Kicking myself that I have been so ignorant, even I knew all about Dr. Price's work.
Next thing Dr. Chan did, he put me on a toxin test he is doing. My levels of toxin were very high and I had a big variety of them:
Amalgam (still after 20 years in my body!!!)
Mercury from fish (Methyl Mercury)
Just to name a few ones. I know several medical testing systems which check your toxic levels. None of them made me feel it was the right way to find out real toxic levels. But when I saw what Dr. Chan did, I had the feeling he was doing it the right way. Over the last months I tried to find out why I actually kept those toxins, some of them for a long time, up to 20 years. But it seams to be, that even modern research has not found yet a complete answer to it. Researchers, who are working with Autistic children, think it has to do something with the individual's genetic. It is very interesting that people who have toxin in urine, hair, fingernails and blood actually can naturally get them out of the body, while people who do not have toxin in any test, store them in organs and in the brain. Autistic children have the highest toxic levels in their brain. Once these toxins are pulled out the children almost always recover and can live a normal live. In cancer there is also a connection between levels of toxins in the body and parasites. It seams like they attracting each other like magnets. Both, toxin and parasites lower your immune system. The immune system has to fight against both and seams to get weaker and weaker by doing so. At the end there is no energy left to deal with viruses, bacteria and fungus. This is when real sickness sets in. So even if you kill the cancer, if you still got the parasites and toxin, you can get it again and again. The body's self defense is totally disturbed. As no surprise to me, later I found out that I am a host for many parasites. Once I understood this concept I worked hard on developing a way to get those parasites out of the body. One way I found is a special bath I have developed, where you actually can see the parasites coming out of your skin. An almost shocking experience when you are doing it for the first time - even for me!
The high amount of toxins in my body had a strong influence on my health. Dr. Chan mixed up a special antidote and gave me a whole bunch of other stuff to take over the next 2 months. All of the stuff he said and gave me, made a lot of sense to me.
So I started to detoxify heavy metal out of my body, and also used my other wonder remedy once a day at a dose I could bear and sprayed a special mix 30 times a day on the tumor, which by now had grown to more than 2.5 cm length and looked quite horrible. Like a sort of horn growing out of my breast... I was not able at this point to take any picture of it, as it was so traumatic for me. I just did not want to keep any picture of this monster growing out of my wonderful left breast, which nursed my daughter and is a part of my body and womanhood. By this time people on the road would notice something sticking out my shirt. I was glad I was not in Bali at this time, so nobody would see the monster on my breast. But even it was horrible I believed I can undo it. After seen Dr. H. H. Chan even more.
The spray started to build up a crust and lots of mucus came out of the tumor by this time. I had the feeling lots of bad stuff had to come out. But it was still bleeding and still very raw. On the 20th of September, I was still in Malaysia on holidays, could relaxed and had a great time climbing mountains and swimming in the sea, half of the tumor came off and it had stopped growing from the hole. A new crust formed in a few days and I started to get hope again. I also had learned through lots of researches that certain kind of food will help to prevent cancer and tumor grow, so I changed my diet pretty much and I will continue on this diet until the end of my days, as I strongly believe that food is one of our main healers and I could see that it also did its job on this tumor healing....
Once back home from Malaysia I called my dentist for the earliest appointment. I told him that I wanted to remove all root canal teeth. After he saw my tumor, without long arguments he sent me to a dental surgeon. On the 3rd of October I got three teeth removed by using a special procedure which Dr. H. H. Chan has recommended even my dentist and dental surgeon here in Bali did not know. But it was very important to follow the procedure to make sure all bad stuff would be removed and healing can set in. - One tooth had an abscess as big as the root itself (the one from the Professor). As for the younger root canal tooth, the root looked not well too and another tooth the root was okay, but it had a big crown and I am happy to have some of the metal out of my mouth.
The whole teeth story knocked me off pretty much, but I could feel the tumor getting inactive. Within 5 days after the teeth had been removed, again half of the tumor fell off and it stopped bleeding totally. The tumor was in a stage of remission. Ten days after the teeth removal I started to feel very bad and stopped the detoxification medication from Dr. H. H. Chan. Three days after this I still had strong diarrhea and very bad kidney and intestinal colic. I was invited to a party and there I nearly collapsed. My vitality was down; no energy was left over after 2 months of boosting the immune system, de-toxication and heavy treatments. Funny enough a few people told me I looked incredible good that day! I decided it is time to stop all treatments and give my body some time to recover. I went though several healing crisis during the past months, but sometimes there is a point your body needs a rest from all the detoxification and the immune system is able to take over. This was the very point for me.
By now the story should be more or less finished and when I started to write this article I thought it was. But life always keeps up for more. 3 weeks after the teeth removal the upper gum was still not healing well. The healing process of the gum was not finished. The tumor also was in a stage of not growing, but also not shrinking. I decided to meet my dental surgeon again and out of the blue he opened the whole upper gum again, removed more bad stuff and made 16 stitches to seal it. Sort of a horror trip for me, as my nerves were blank already. Three days later I could taste mucus and called my dental surgeon again. We decided to go for some antibiotics. I agreed, even it was not recommended for dental surgery, as it would have an influence on the bone growth. But one week later the wound was finally healed and I understood that there were so much bacteria left in my mouth that I had to kill them. Again I thought I am over the hill now...
Beginning of December came the next shock. My daughter had brought a cough from school and I was still quite weak and felt I need a lot of rest to recover from the last months. But I also noticed that the tumor stopped shrinking for a few days. 24 hours after my daughter, I started to cough too. 7 hours later I thought this is it. I could not breathe anymore and none of my remedies would help. A sleepless night and a horror trip morning, than I was in hospital. Pneumonia! Bacterial Pneumonia. Again antibiotics, steroids and some other stuff. I was at the end of my nerves and energy. To overcome the Pneumonia took me nearly 2 weeks. I moved around again, but my brain was looking for clues. I did not understand why I went so fast into the stage of Pneumonia. Until I realized, that the bacteria was already long time in my body. Streptococcus bacteria, as they are formed from a root canal can spread all over the body and cause many problems. I realized that some heart problems I had for months, vanished totally after taking the antibiotics and the steroids. Somehow my immune system was able to deal with them, but once the cough opened the door, the Streptococcus grew strong and formed the Pneumonia. A point totally overlooked by Dr. Chan, Dr. Price, my dentist and myself.
Holistic Healing can, as much as medical healing, be very powerful on our system. The trick is to find always the right balance and to have the trust to stop a remedy and try something else. Or also to stop all treatments. The time since beginning of August were fine tuning my remedies each single day and fine tuning my daily life and energy. It was challenging in keeping my motivation and trust up. It was very heavy on my system too, but any medical treatment would have had much bigger after effects.
With more research done I found, was also that the tooth with the big abscess is on the acupuncture meridian connected to the breast. An eczema-like rash I had over my breast and belly also has vanished. A gum problem I had on 3 front teeth is healing for the first time in years. Three other places on my body where I had ongoing skin problems also are healing through, slowly, but they are.
A sort of stiffness I had in my body for several months is vanishing. I feel like making jokes and I am much happier again. I look forward to finish this healing process. A - because I trust now fully in my healing abilities and I learned a big deal of how our bodies work and B - I know my health will go up even more than before the tumor. 10 years of having infections in my gums has worn me out a lot. During this time I went into a stage of a sort of burnt-out syndrome, which will take years to heal. Constantly pushing myself each day, even my body had no energy, because it was fighting the abscess and the zombie like teeth, parasites and toxin in my body was pushing me to the limits. Luckily I did all the other healings and detox over the last years. By now I know that many of the treatments and their results saved my life years ago and during this process of healing my breast tumor. Now my body is able to recover, step by step and it will take me a long time and lots of rest and good food, because many organs and systems have been damaged by the invasion of bacteria released from the abscess. I will get a special screen done on my gums, to make sure there is not other infected tooth. I will do another turn of the wonder remedy and detox in a few months to clear out the rest of toxin and dead cells. I will meet Dr. Chan again in a few months to get checked again and I expect to be in top shape when I see him again.
So what caused the tumor? First of all a bad dental stage, caused by a non healthy diet in young years, an abortion, toxins, the root canals, stress, a too plain diet for many years, even my diet was low in sugar and wheat, it was not providing me with the most important cancer protection vitamins and minerals. Parasites and many fungal infections in the past. As a result a low immune system which could not defended the growth of the tumor anymore.
What saved me? Removal of the root canal teeth. Big changes in my diet. Enough rest. The right remedies, fine tuned on a daily base and condition. Trust, that I can do the healing myself. Detox treatments for the last 4 years. Parasite cleanse on a daily base. These in total deleted the reason for the tumor and strengthen the immune system to fight the tumor itself.
To share this story with all of you is a gift. We are able to heal ourselves. Please don't allow anybody to frighten you about your health. Be aware. Be alert, do something. It was very strange when I saw the reaction of friends and other people once I showed them the tumor. They all had written down: "She will die soon" on their faces "Terminal", “Join the Club" etc. I overcame this fear myself and did not go to any person or facility anymore who would tell me that I need to do other than what I did. I did not want anybody telling me that I need to cut this out. I believed in the self healing of the body. The biggest challenge was to find the reason why I got this tumor, but universe opened the right doors for me. It always does if we trust. My door was Dr. Chan, but also the existing knowledge I already had as a healer.
I have not done any blood test, or biopsy. You might say it was no cancer. I tell you: It was. The rapid grow the strong bleeding, its strength and the long healing process talked for it. So did all who saw it. Apart from the first 36 hours after the dental surgery, I was a more or less functioning mother and also working for the income of my family. I had good days and very bad ones. But I have no after effects from any treatment I did - apart from a big hole on the right side in my mouth, where by now is only one tooth left over. And more might have to go soon.
I have not gone in deeper details of my healing, as each case is different and the fine tuning is what it really does in Holistic Healing. Finding the cause of a health problem is biggest challenge of real healing. The wonder remedy worked for me. Undoing toxic dental procedures worked for me. But I also used and supported my body with many other remedies, treatments and special food. Full healing can only be archived by a wide range of treatments. For many people it is very surprising when I tell them how I cured my cancer. They think it is too simple to be true and often tell me that it might have been just an abscess. Our bodies are very complex and in holistic healing a healer goes into the full body, person and spirit. A tooth can bring cancer, a suppressed asthma can bring eczema, and the trauma of our beloved dying can bring us a heart attack.
Many people kill the cancer and still die. Why? As important to kill the cancer, it is to remove the dead cells. For this your body needs to be cleared out in the first place. The liver and kidney shall not have stones and be in full function, the intestine should be clear and supported by a good diet. The lymphatic system needs to be able to work supported by liver and kidneys. If there is one missing link, the cells will build up and cause even more trouble. I had several cases now around me where the cancer was killed, but the people did not survive. There are several really good people for healing cancer around the world, but none of them is doing a real full spectrum of healing and detox. They all doing great jobs, but we must think in a much wider range than that. I am not the only one fully healed from a life threatening sickness. I am not the only one who has the key. Everybody can do it, but it means a lot of work and courage to do it. It means hours of research and study. It means discipline over fun.
The tumor got smaller than the head of a needle. It is slowly going down now, but I will give it time. Most of all, it is not bleeding and no mucus is coming out. It looks now like a little mole. No growth at all. Once the tumor is totally gone and the skin is normal again I am done with this, total healing of a tumor. But I give my body the time it needs. There are still days with low energy, still days I cannot focus, but they are getting fewer and fewer. I have the energy to heal others again and I will do it more than before... Don't let anybody cut of your breast, your women hood, your life!
I am happy to help people in similar situations if they come for a 5 weeks treatment to me. During this time the women learn how to understand their sickness, they learn how to fight the cancer in long term and detox their body. Once they are back home they can continoue and stay healthy. Contact me for further information directly via:
For my daughter, who went all the way down with me on this, which saw it growing and saw it going down and who supported me. Thanks Darling! - For Dr. Chan, who helped me to find the root cause and basically saved my life... and for all of those who wrote articles and books which helped me, created remedies, which helped me and for those who might get inspired to do their own healing in the future too.... Thanks!
Ni Zain - Woman Healer
December 2008 - updated March 2009
Further Update April 2009
I had my trip to Malaysia again and meet Dr. Chan again. He tested my toxic levels and I went down 60% already, but I am still higher than I should be. He mixed another antidote and I decided to use it together with some other things I am already using for a special detox. I went on a 10 day detox with the remedies and on day 10 it knocked me off so much, that I stopped it for the moment, but I have legions of parasites almost jumping out of my body. I feel things are changing.
A week ago I visited my dentist again and had a CT Scan done. All roots are in good condition, no need to pull out another one. But one gum needs to be repaired where the surgery was before. On top of it I found a so called Amalgam tattoo in my gums. This means I have mercury directly sitting in my body. No wonder I have levels of mercury in my body and this now almost for over 20 years. It will be removed within the next weeks by another surgery which seams to be quite complicate - it must be, as the price for this surgery is 3 times higher than what I paid for removing 3 teeth before.
Once the dental process is finished I will have a full blood screen for bacterial infections, as I still believe the Streptococcus is doing a sort of share on my health. The tumor is almost gone. It has reached now 1 mm high and 1.5 mm wide. It is only left over tissue, but I see it going down more and more with each healing process I am doing. Dr. Chan and my dentist have been quite surprised to see the process. Specially the dental surgeon and my dentist have from their side no explanation even I explained them. But they are open to go my way and don't question my requests.
I have done more research on how cancer forms and you can read an article about cancer and kids on Bali for Kids.com. Right now am on the way to turn my whole body set up around and I can feel changes are happening.
I have got many mails in the last months again from women all over the world. They all want me to tell them what to do. As I mention in this article before. I cannot ethically give you the full cure of what I did. A full detox and parasite program is quite challenging and you MUST know what you are doing. Healing crisis appear, strong side effects appear and each next step has to be done carefully. I am sorry, I cannot do this via a mail. I can offer those effected of cancer to come to me or to organize a retreat with at least 15 other people at your place, but I CANNOT heal you with a pill, magic or a book you have to read. You can alternatively visit Dr. Chan in Malaysia to get a closer look at your toxic levels or find someone around your area who is able to those tests. On my side I cannot take responsibility for giving you a solution and at the end it will not work or you trust it would do the job and you blame me for an even worse situation. I have given as much information as I can in this article to you to find solutions and stand up for your situation, but I am not a wonder healer who can heal you with a magic spell.... I hope those of you affected of cancer will understand.
Further Update June 2010
It's been almost 2 years now since the hole came. June 2010 - I feel great. Better than in the last 15 years. I have done many cleanings since my last update. Each one removed lots of dirt. Soon I have to pull two more teeth, as they seam to not be healthy anymore. But I am fine with it. Just need to find the time to do it. I have gotten many mails from women in similar situations. I am glad I shared my story with all of you long time ago. I have no doubt that I will be fine, even in a 3 years time, which is the borderline of surviving rates in medicine. But even if not, I had a better life than if I would have done chemotherapy or surgery.
Further Update August 2011
Three years after. Now I can say I really got out of my healthy problems and recovered. My energy is back, to what one would consider normal. No afternoon gaps, I sleep like a baby, I am strong, love to eat my food and do eat a lot, my mind is clear and I can focus without problem. For over 8 month I did not suffer from any headaches nor any other illness, my body is pain free. My body is cleansing well and I feel better and stronger than I did with 20. Right when I am putting up this update, I am also putting up a new article about the reality of detox. Crashing the Myth of Detox - Detox only works with healthy liver which I highly recommend all of you to read. It has taken me years and major health problems to understand this fact and to put it actually in words. I wish all those suffering from any kind of illness to put their chourage together and walk the holistic way. I am getting almost each week 5 - 6 mails of people suffering breast cancer or other forms of cancer and each mail is asking me: What pills do you take? What can I quickly do to get out of this? It suprises me each time to realise that after reading my breast tumor article, people still ask these questions. There is no quick cure, you have to HEAL naturally. Even pulling your teeth will not save you if you don't do many other things. You have to make a change in your life style and go the path of reconnecting to your body and spirit!
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